Bloglander

for making you feel the way you do, you, our 3 kids and the others we have
helped with over the years, are the only things that matter in my life. I
know I have lost some of their respect and I am trying to rebuild with all
of them. With you I am still trying. Some days are good, some are great,
some are real bad. I am proud of you for even trying. No matter how this
thing called life turns out, I will never forgive or forget what I have
done to you and our kids. I now only hope for your health and happiness and
hope someday you won't have to think about trust and sadness. I love you
now and for ever. So jeers to me for all the mistakes I have made over all
these years! I am truly sorry.