Too Late

Why couldn't I have felt this before? I wish drinking didn't make you more
irrational. I wish I knew how to handle you better. I just wished I felt
this way about you and I before this or the first time the badge came for
that matter. Sickly funny how life taught me to miss what we had and want
to fix it and try again. Jeers to me for not being good enough. I'm sorry