Bloglander

For being selfish, vain, arrogant, and stupid. I have sacrificed what
little potential character I had, afternoons, mornings and tubbies with my
boys, management job, home, car, and a decent man I needed. $5,000 in 2
weeks. Shameful and sickening feelings when thinking of the necessities
desperately needed for the boys, let alone giving them a deserved and
standard surprise, gift, movie, or time, anything in this world besides
meth! An opportunity squandered and unappreciated. So I'm finally here and
it hurts, but I feel it. I'm so sorry my family and mostly shamed at
thoughts of skinnypig and clicketyclack. A mother undeserving of such fine
treasures, I am. I am ready to change it. I am strong enough. Glory be to
God for this pain and by the grace of God go I.